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A Double-Edged Sword

((Dunmer/Altmer Vampire Lord.
Current M!A: None
Current Arc: None

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kii-nam:
[meeting character in real life] AFter the initial shock passes and taking a few good drinks and cursing like an mad man. My response would be, "so it seems the created of our imaginations were never false realities but ones that were true...else where." And then the thought of Damian being real would make me cry.

(( XD! I’ve had thought processes like that before. (A while ago, I wrote a thing where I met one of my characters… uwu it was a sobering experience.)

.u. I would probably want to pet Kii. Though I’d have to be careful with that, I think. xD A nasty set of teeth isnt the first or last weapon he has at his disposal to rebel against it uwu ))

posted May.18.13 + 0 notes + reblog
pleasedwithcheese:
(( I'd probably hug him and chat to him about everything. Then insist he try to eat our foods and get him hooked on something. Then probably cry cause he couldn't stay without killing people and that's frowned upon in our society. ))

(( XDD ffff

I’m scared that with all of Chira’s knowledge of the (what is) fourth wall, she’d just hug me to death forever uwu ))

posted May.18.13 + 0 notes + reblog
vingalmo:
[ Over 6' tall hulking elf with glowing eyes and stern features? I would cack myself and run... Probably in that order! If Thur found a way to show he's actually in pretty good control of his monstrous side and that I had nothing to fear, I think we might get along quite well. He's old and wise, and I'd love to hear all the recollections of the parts of his life history that he'd seen first hand all those years ago. What a fascinating window into the past! ]

(( He’s a talkative sort, you may just be there for a century trying to hear it all! X)

But ohgosh, Vingy… Depending on what mood he’s in, I may just end up his lunch. xD Especially since running wouldnt help at all. But even if not and he was peaceful, he’d probably just talk my ear off (about himself of course) and I’d roll my eyes.

And then be eaten anyway uwu ))

posted May.18.13 + 1 notes + reblog

frenearden:

I’m doing an art giveaway ლ(́◉◞౪◟◉‵ლ)

I’ll be doing 5 digitally painted, full color portraits of a person/character of the winner’s choice (so it can be your own character or anything really…) The style/quality will be somewhere b/n those first two examples and the two BW ones at the bottom.

HOW TO GET IN ON THIS:

  • Reblog this post; likes and multiple reblogs will not increase your odds
  • Winners will be chosen at random in two weeks’ time on June 1st
  • I will make a post naming the winners and send an ask to work out the subject of the painting

I’ll be reblogging this a few times to make sure people see it. I don’t want  like 5…people to reblog it ahahha that’d be embarrassing omfg please don’t let that happen. But! if you want to avoid seeing this post again block the tag #frenegiveaway

Anonymous:
I just wanted to say that I think you handled yourself very well. Very mature on your part.

(( uwu thank you anon. there’s really no need to stir up drama—i dont like it, my followers dont like it.))

posted May.16.13 + 1 notes + reblog
Anonymous:
I strongly feel that anon overstepped their boundaries. It's not their blog to use. It's not their muse to narrate. You do a beautiful job in your writing and it appears some people need to learn to discern fact from fiction. If you were to apply the same principals of the term 'mutt' then we wouldn't have discussions of Aldmeri genocide, cannibalism, assassins, or any number of things that make Skyrim non-'politically correct'!

(( I thank you for your concerns too, anon, but i do want to do this of my own free will. i dont want to openly aggravate triggers, especially when one is brought up to me. we all have ways of ignoring our triggers, but since the term ‘mutt’ has been such an integral part of my writing, to just tumblrsavior it or something would mean to miss half of my posts just because of that one word.

i am in the wrong here, and so i will change that, because it is something so very minor. but dont worry, i wont change thur in any way that affects his views, his values, or his core character. that, i will not do, for yes, he is mine and i made him the way i wanted him because that’s the direction he’s taken me in. :) ))

posted May.16.13 + 0 notes + reblog
Anonymous:
I'm sorry, but I think you misunderstand. This isn't because I am concerned for /Thurvayn/, but because I'm concerned about what you're saying by referring to a mixed character in such derogatory terms as though to be mixed is dehumanizing. Fictional characters speak to and about real people and it is our responsibility to take care in what we use them to say. There are many more ways to refer to Thur to differentiate him, and "mutt" should pretty much NEVER be one of them in the narrative.

(( mmhm. i see what you’re saying, and i’ll admit, i did not think of it that way in the least.

i dont believe i was clear, as i wasnt wholly sure of it myself, but now that i’ve had the chance to think it over, and discuss it a bit with a friend, i do believe it was Thurvayn’s personal views of his blood that has drawn me to using the term ‘mutt’. he loathes his blood, and thus believes himself to be one, yes. he’ll more than likely call himself a mutt before i would personally. i think i just fell into a bad habit of using it.

i never meant to throw offense to anyone, and i’m sorry if it has come out that way. i’m am forever grateful for you bringing this up, anon, as i’m a rather naive person and it’s always a help for someone to point out things i should change.

i will definitely work on this, but as i can foresee it being a word of use in the future, especially if it is describing thurvayn’s thought process, but i will significantly limit it’s usage in my description of him in normal narrative. ))

posted May.16.13 + 0 notes + reblog
alungoltah-the-wingless:
((Wait, I thought 'mutt' was a reference to the fact that he was originally a mortal, and wasn't one of the 'pure-blooded' vampires like Harkon and Serana.))

(( nope. my real intention was to reference that he’s of mixed blood. if i’m not mistaken, the term may have come up in some of his mortal drabbles. ))

posted May.16.13 + 0 notes + reblog
Anonymous:
Stupid, Sexy, Thurvayn.

I beg your pardon?

posted May.16.13 + 0 notes + reblog
Anonymous:
Hello, again. I thought I might elaborate, a little, myself, about why I thought it troubling enough to message you about referring to Thur as a "mutt" in the narrative. The word itself is dehumanizing and derogatory. As he is mer on both sides, I wonder if 'mer' might not be a suitable substitute, if you feel inclined to endeavour to break away from a word like that. Thur deserves better than to be referred to with a word that is also reserved for animals.

(( i do tend to use mer at times, but since he does interact with a fair number of male elves, it could become confusing and thus i’ve used ‘mutt’ instead, just to make certain that the readers know who i’m referring to. i believe i’ll use his name more often, as i noticed i tend to shy away from it. for what reason i’m really not sure, as that tends to place anonymity upon him.. i think i got into doing that to separate thur as he normally is from when he becomes more vampiric but perhaps i’ve ended up doing it more often than i should have.

uwu but thank you for your concern anon. i can tell you care for him a lot, and that really does warm my heart. ;u; ))

posted May.16.13 + 0 notes + reblog
((See Korgul is ashamed of it too, but he pushes the shame and anger out in an abrasive tone of like ‘yea I’m a half blood what about it?’))

(( yeah. x3 thur’s just more sensitive about it, since both his races hate one another, and he was raised with a sense of longing for familial bonds. not to mention that it was his ex-fiance that pretty much solidified his fear of not being accepted for what he is. it’s hard to recover when someone you were getting ready to spend your life with violently shoves you away for something you cant control. ))

posted May.16.13 + 1 notes + reblog
((Korgul calls himself half blood and halfbreed a lot, but he’s veeeeery in your face about his heritage.))

(( i think the difference here is that thurvayn refrains from saying himself that he’s a mixedbreed. he’s ashamed of what he is, but i do think the anon pointed out that i make it far too visible for him. i think imma try and cut back on that. uwu ))

posted May.16.13 + 1 notes + reblog
Anonymous:
Why do you insist on calling Thurvayn a "mutt" or "mongrel" in his narrative? Does he think of himself that way? I find it somewhat troubling.

(( i dont believe i’ve ever used ‘mongrel’, or even ‘halfbreed’, (perhaps i have ‘mixedbreed’) but i tend to use ‘mutt’ because it is an extremely integral part of his character. while i suppose it’s hard to forget seeing as something always brings up his lesser-visible half… i guess it’s just another descriptive word instead of using “him” or his name. (as i do try to mix up my narrative and try not to use the same pronoun too much for more interesting reading.;; ) i cant quite call him a dunmer, but i do when he’s facing another mixed-race character. if it’s another half-dunmer, i use “altmeri-mutt” or if it’s another half-altmer, i’ll use “dunmeri-mutt”

…oh i’m ranting now arent i?

but really, it’s mainly just my being descriptive of him. he hates that he’s a mutt, and does acknowledge it because of the hatred he feels from purebreds of both races of his, but while he’d love to… it’s something that he doesnt forget easily.

i can cut back on using the term if it would help keep the immersion—so, say, other muns wont be inclined to metagame and their characters “realize” he’s a mixed breed just because i’m sticking it in their face.

i do hope that answered what you were looking for, anon! i can always elaborate if you can point me in the correct direction. c: ))

posted May.16.13 + 1 notes + reblog
pleasedwithcheese:
7 Favorite Ghost story! (B

“Ohoh! Haj-Dei scared me with this one!

They say, they say that in Argonia, the TREES come ALIVE and will gobble up little ‘mers!

But he told it so much cooler!” the little mer bounced. “And—and! Isnt that just cool! TREES! That come ALIVE!”

posted May.15.13 + 0 notes + reblog
Anonymous:
7 fav food

“Guar steaks!?” The young mer perked up. “Where!?”

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